Monday, March 12, 2012

Ms. Teacher...how did that happen?




So in my previous post, one of my followers asked a question that I've attempted to answer (most of).  This is from Jacquelineand... (her blog is here, if you want to check it out).
"So, questions, per your request on your last blog...what led you to teaching, what aspect(s) of teaching are you most passionate about and how does it tie in with your feminism, if it does."

Teaching.  When I was in grade school I went through a phase where I said I wanted to be a teacher.  I did no dilly-dallying with being an astronaut or doctor or what have you.  I thought teaching was the most awesome job in the world.  This may have been because I was privileged to have several very great grade school teachers who inspired me and all of my teachers were kind and helpful.  Though, I’m not really positive.  It just seemed like a fun job.

Then I hit high school.  Suddenly teaching just seemed like a ton of work with little benefit.  My teachers in high school were fine.  I had a few boring ones, maybe one or two that got on my nerves, but that’s all.  I think I finally started to realize just how time-consuming it was, and in high school you get more glimpses of the reality of being a teacher.

So, I was off to college, unsure what to do, but pretty sure it wouldn’t be teaching.  I laugh now in retrospect.  I did that first year of generals and found I had a propensity for learning language, especially grammar.  With relatively little effort, I understand the basics of the language and could memorize vocabulary very easily (though only short term memory…my long term memory is quite average, sadly).  I decided to go off to France to have an adventure.  I got into the intermediate class, did very little and got As (This is not unusual for me.  Science and Math are slightly more difficult, but the arts, piece of cake).  I suddenly came to the realization that I was good enough at it, that I could teach it, and to me, this was a lovely challenge.  I needed something to do with a French major, so I determined I’d make my undergrad as useful as possible.  I headed home and got a minor in biology and did a Masters in Teaching program to endorse both.

Teaching continues to be a challenge, not a challenge in the sense that its extremely difficult, but it’s not boring like many other jobs would be for me.  I have a voracious mind that loves to learn.  I read constantly and love new ideas.  Teaching, despite the disadvantages, is the perfect medium to enhance one’s own learning while helping others to learn.

There you go.  This is how I was led to become a teacher.  Many ask why I paired French and Biology and I always say “I’m good at both, why not?”, so in case you were wondering…

What I’m passionate the most about is not necessarily my subjects.  I’m VERY passionate about certain aspects of my subjects and I like the subjects I teach, but they are not my passion.  My passion is and always has been to help someone understand something they did not before and to help others expand their knowledge and their own thinking capabilities.  This can be done in any subject, so I just picked two that I liked.  Believe me, there a so many other subjects I could’ve picked instead that I would love to teach equally.  I love tackling the controversial topics within each of my subjects and to plant new ideas in my student’s heads.  I love it when they come up with a new approach to a problem that I didn’t think of.  I love seeing the wheels turning upstairs.  I love making them second-guess the things they had always been told were true.  :P  And, I’m passionate about high school age kids.  They are the cream of the crop, imo.  They are just starting to become adults.  They have so much passion and life, if only we could tap into it.  They love and hate so easily, which makes teaching the exact opposite of boring.  Their problems are so fascinating and I have this burning desire to help them make the transition to adulthood smoother.  They are so much easier to reason with and they get my weird jokes.  I LOVE teenagers!

I will have to leave the rest of the question to another post since this is getting quite long.  More to come!

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read: still Cold Fire.  I'm taking my time with this one.
taste: Girl Scout Cookie Thin Mints. I think they're gone now.
see: Sims 3, was playing this for a couple hours this evening.
hear: Sims 3 theme music.  It's pretty catchy. ;)
smell: Hmmm, not much?
touch: my warm fuzzy blanket wrapped around me. (We try to limit our electricity)
think: That my hubby and I have got it pretty good.  Much better than some that's for sure. 
feel:  content and a lil sleepy.
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Saturday, March 10, 2012

A review of the Twilight book series

Warning, if you have not read the series, this post will not make much sense. :P

I had decided a few weeks ago that I should probably read the entire series of Twilight through before judging.  Many people do not think the story is a very uplifting story for girls to read. 

And now that I've read it, some parts I agree with.  Bella as a character in the first 3 books seems to only have a claim to fame for hurting herself or getting herself into painful situations.  Granted, this isn't really her fault most of the time, but its not a very uplifting picture.  She seems to have so little control over her own life, which is very frustrating for her and the reader.  She's at the mercy of those stronger than her.  This is simply the world in which she has been placed and since she cannot revile her budding love and friendship with an outcast species, she continues to try and make do with what she's given.

The only thing in the first 3 books that annoyed me was her little matyr complex.  Anytime Edward or Jacob got hurt due to the love triangle between them and Bella, she blames herself entirely.  She thinks its utterly and completely her fault that these two guys fell in love with her and keep getting themselves into messes because of it.  She doesn't seem to realize that its THEIR fault for choosing to fight over her that makes all their lives difficult.  It's their actions that are to blame.  This annoyed me greatly.  One redeeming quality of hers is the ability to look past outward appearance to the heart within.  She accepts Jacob and Edward for who they are inside.

But now on to Book 4.  Bella goes through the rigours of an accelerated and painful pregnancy that required and emergency C-section.  She was able to choose to have her baby (just as every woman deserves the right to choose), regardless of the thoughts and opinions of those around her.  And then Bella, FINALLY, becomes a new species herself ;).  And, THATS where the entire story begins to redeem itself. She becomes an agent of her own life.  She is at the mercy of no one.  She shares an equal and loving relationship with Edward and she surpasses everyone's expectations marvelously.  She has a superb control over her new self and her compassion becomes a weapon for justice unlike so many others of her species.  She exemplifies the ultimate ability to love and bond with others of all species, human, shapeshifter, and vampire alike. 

She becomes the hero of the day but besting those who underestimated her.  She has her own spectacularly special ability that is just right for her personality.  She can now keep people from harming those she loves and even from harming each other.

Perhaps the author wanted us to wade through all the muck in order to finally reach the good part.  Who knows?

Because of the way that this series ends, I would give it an 7.5 out of 10.  The writing was not spectacularily witty or educated, but the story-line was very interesting and entertaining.  Can it compare to Harry Potter.  No, it cannot.  HP gets an 11 out of 10 and I think will always remain my favorite book series of all time.

Now on to The Hunger Games.  I am waiting for it at the library.  It promises to be even better than Twilight so I'm looking forward to it. :)

So, did any of my other readers read Twilight and want to weigh in?  Feel free to do so.
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read: Cold fire (part of the cold magic series.  It's been good so far, but a little slow and not as riveting.  Also, I must wait till the author finishes the series...*sigh*)
taste: Peanut Butter and Honey on an English Muffin.
see: an overcast day
hear: Micah and his BF talking "terraria". :P
smell: our new citrus candle.  Love it.  For some reason, it makes the apartment smell like raspberries when you walk in the door.
touch: my hair, as per usual
think: about seeing Jes tonight in Seattle.
feel:  a lil sleepy.  Which makes no sense since we went to be early and slept in...:P
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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Kony 2012

The leader of the LRA needs to be found and held responsible for his crimes against humanity.  No child should ever have to live in fear of abduction, death, and being forced to murder others.


This video explains.  Please, I encourage all of you to watch this and share.
As a BIG caveat, this charity has not yet shown that it actually sends more than 31% of all donations to its supposed cause.  Like most charities, its out there for money mostly. :(  BUT, even though I did not donate for this reason, I think its still good to be aware of this issue and share the video.

I haven't been blogging much lately.  If there's anything you'd like me to blog about or any questions for me, I'd love ideas.  Just email or comment.


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read: Twilight (I will do a review of what I think of the series, since it's such a hot topic these days)
taste: English Breakfast Tea
see: The video above.
hear: see above
smell: Micah's toast
touch: I tried salvaging some chapstick that got put through the laundry and ended up getting some on my hands.  They are now kinda waxy feeling, but I figure its good for hands, not just lips right? It was Burt's Bees too, so I can't let that go to waste.
think: That its a crazy crazy world we live in, where we can connect around the world.  This is truly a completely new age we're living in.
feel:  decently content :)   via

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

In the cat house...

The cat is in the cat house...

During the night she peed on one of my black leather boots.  And then proceeded to use her claws to knead the leather (like she would do in her catbox to the cat litter).  So, I have some minor tears in the leather now...

I didn't realize said boot was stinky until AFTER I arrived a work and I arrived late, so I did not have time to try and scrub out the smell till the afternoon.  I just hope nobody else realized the faint waft of cat pee coming from me.

I threw it in the wash and it had better be smelling fresh as a daisy if kitty wants any sort of leniency.

For the record, I have NO idea why she did such a thing.  She was pretty restless last night and just felt like going wherever she wanted. Maybe she didn't like her cat litter.  Who knows.  All I know is that kitty is not in my good graces today.  :(
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read: Cold Magic
taste: buttered, salted yellow squash, mmmm
see: my hubby watching a rather violent new show...blech
hear: kitty meowing, as per usual
smell: squash
touch: fuzzy socks within fuzzy slippers
think: that the cat is very annoying
feel:  annoyed (could you tell?)
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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy Love Day!

Well, it has been a lovely holiday.  Today is a day to celebrate love in my mind at least.  If you don't happen to be a member of a romantic couple, than you will celebrate differently.  There are no limits to love and therefore no wrong or right way to celebrate.

Micah bought me flowers on Sunday (to beat the rush:P).  So, I've already enjoyed that gift.  Then he bought me some gorgeous amber drop earrings with silver filigree.  I'll wear them sometime and take a pic so you all can see.

I bought Micah a Calvin Klein shirt that was 80% off.  Quite proud of myself for that one.  I also bought him some underwear (he needed them) and toffee crunch chocolate (frango brand, totally addictive) and a papyrus card (those are always so classy and cute).

We had a gift card for PF Chang's, so off we went to dinner.  I dressed up and wore my handmade wedding jewelry for the second time.  We had appetizer, drinks, main meal and even a mini dessert and only paid 2 dollars.  :)  Score again!  I did my best to embarass Micah by asking for kisses in public *gasp*.  He's so funny...  We must've been a cute couple today though because all the servers kept walking by and smiling at us. 

They gave us 6 fortune cookies, so I'm sitting here now dunking them into my Earl Grey tea and munching them.  My fortunes so far are:  "You are imaginative in using your skills.  Apply this next week." and "Your efforts are budding - results will appear soon".  Can you be any more generic? Ah well, even cliché positivity is still nice now and then.

These days I've been a regular sub, meaning you just accept whatever random job pops up online.  I've taught 4 special ed. classes, 4th and 6th grade so far.  I teach science tomorrow and then math I believe the rest of the week.  I think I've been doing a pretty good job considering, since just walking in and maintaining control and getting the chilluns to learn is a challenge.  Next week is midwinter break though, so I'll be twiddling my thumbs trying to entertain myself.  Perhaps I'll blog more! :P

The only other big thing these days going on is that I've been gaining too much weight.  If I don't curb the weight gain I may have to get a whole new wardrobe, and that's just not something I can afford right now, soooooo, I'm trying to get in shape and eat more reasonable portions.  I'm notoriously sedentary, and considering all the research lately that talks about how being sedentary seriously up your chances of cancer and heart disease, this needs to change.  I spend way too much time at my computer.  I've been playing KINECT Adventures to do my cardio and have bought weights.  I'm just saving up a little more so I can buy a fitness kinect program and then I'll be getting my butt in gear.

Oh!  One last thing, either I'm going to need glasses, or my eyes are so strained from staring at a computer screen that I can't read writing on the whiteboard very well at all if I'm in the back of a classroom.  I'll have to do some research to see if its actually nearsightedness or eye strain.

Well, I'm off to bed to read and hopefully give my eyes something different to look at.

I'd love to hear how all of you spent your Love Day!

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read: Cold Mage
taste: Earl Grey tea
see:  too much of my computer screen, evidentally
hear: Micah playing Terraria
smell: Our citrus candle (smells like raspberries to me interestingly though)
touch: fortune cookies!
think: my hubby is a sweetie
feel:  reasonably content, just need to exercise and spend less time on fb/blogs/interest/pinterest
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Thursday, February 2, 2012

My kids...

En lieu of having actual children right now, I have my students, well I did.  Such is the joys and trepidations of temporary teaching jobs.  Today was the last day of my contract (1st semester only) and I was quite sad to leave.  My colleagues were friendly and helpful.  I fit in easily, considering I was only there for the 1st half.  The teacher I replaced was extremely accomodating and helpful.  My students...

My students are truly a great bunch of young people.  Sure I had a very few who refused to do homework, a couple who had an "attitude" issue (which we had to deal with on a few occasions), and 2 "sleepers", but they were mine and we learned and laughed and played and ate (french food, bien sûr) and learned some more.

I only relinquished them because I had to.  So, I said my last "au revoir" to each class and watched them go, perhaps for the last time.

My first year of teaching was pretty good, but my 2nd year was 10 times better.

I have no idea what's next for me.  I'm signed up to be a regular sub, so I may end up back at my old school now and then, but there are no guarantees.  I may find another long-term sub position elsewhere as well.

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read: Cold Magic, can't remember the author atm
taste: hot chocolate
see: a computer screen I've been at for too long
hear: just the noise of electronics running right now
smell: ink from the stamps I used in my classroom (they are sitting on my desk at home now)
touch:  my hair, I constantly play with my hair...
think: getting too tired to think straight
feel: saying goodbye is so bittersweet
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

An awesome blogger...

You should read this blog about rape culture.  Be informed.
http://www.parentwin.com/2012/02/advice-column-of-shame-on-perpetuating.html